I looked up and I realized, that Im just grasping at thin air~
I guess its one of those emo times again, where that lonely feeling comes and grip me. The icy cold grip. It really sucks. I hate the feeling. But it really sucks to feel so left out of everything. To be so lost and feel so drifted from those you never thought or wished to drift from. The feeling of isolation is just so indescribable. Maybe Im really such a lousy and dispensable friend that I can be forgone of. It sucks and it hurts, more than anything right now. And actually typing this out adds to the really horrible feeling. I hope it goes away soon.
Crying is tiring, so are maintaining friendships that I didnt think would be so brittle i guess.
